What's Next For Me?

Saturday, August 26, 2017 0 Comments A+ a-


Once again, I've been a bad blogger, but who cares anyway?

Ever since coming back from travelling 35 days with my boyfriend, you should know I've attempted to get back into this personal blog and I kicked it off with a life update, as well as an open letter to my future self.

So, Jessica, what's next for you?

In all honestly, I still have zero ideas. For those who know me personally must think I'm going crazy because this is not me at all, if you've read my posts previously, you know I like to have control of my life but right now I don't and I think I'm okay with that. I think.

We've been back for 3 weeks now, I have been job searching, having phone interviews, face to face interviews and even one of those recruitment day things, but nothing seems to be clicking. To be fair, I'm just grateful that I'm even be acknowledge, at least it's something, better than nothing right?

I may not have been the smartest kid quitting my job and having zero funds to support myself for when we got back, but so far I've managed and obviously wound't have done that without James. He has been putting up with my many ass, broke and lazy ass, supporting my needs for crisps and new interview trousers. I am truly bless to have him, he is my rock and I owe him the world.

I am going to continue trying and pushing myself to get what I want, I don't want to settle but I know things have to be done and bills have to be paid, but if I'm going to be completely honest, I didn't think I'd enjoy being unemployed but I've been having such a good few weeks, spending time with James, family and friends, and all pretty much on a budget - it's been nice to have a proper summer, as you kids call it but I know it's time to get back into reality and show the world what I'm made of.

I haven't lost all hope yet, I will find my dream job but until then, I will be living everyday one step closer to that dream because big and great things will be happening!

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